Sunday, October 18, 2009
, 1:35 AM
the challenge is twenty days away.
it is just another hurdle,
take a leap,
and it'd be over and done with.
we've all been there, done that.
last week before graduation day.
two years,
not so long, neither is it short.
amongst the hectic revision schedule &exam stress,
i hope we dont take things forgranted.
i am greatful to everyone i've met.
everyone who changes me,
or made me change.
my class may not be a blast,
may not be the best,
but we interact within in our own unique way.
i must admit
there were times it didnt feel like a class at all.
but ultimately,
you'd know,
there's always people who cares.
people who care whether you're coming to school.
people who care whether you're slacking off.
people who care why you're feeling down.
this is not something to be taken forgranted for.
not an obligation for anyone to cheer you up.
first,
an expression of gratitude to two people.
they may be just a passing cloud across my sky
yet,
they stood closest to my deep inner self.
you made me hate myself.
i did take things forgranted.
may be this is a punishment.
you were this close to me
the last person i'd expect to lose.
before i can to my senses and realise things are wrong,
i have already been replaced.
when i realised you've changed the person you confide to,
i know it is irreversible.
i only hope the best for you at this moment.
you impacted me the most in the past 6months
completely no clue of whether is it a good or bad notion.
i behave abnormally that even myself dont expect.
exceptionally vulnerable to any tiny, unintentional expression.
at the same time,
you made me expect myself to be even stronger.
though there are time of dissapointment from your indiiference,
there were accounts of unexpected pleasant surprises too.
first time i articulated my genuine felts to a friend.
it was because of you.
emotion may be on a rollercoaster ride.
but yet,
many things cannot be expressed.
as simple as it may seem,
it is difficult to bid farewell.
